Showing posts with label zephyrus-ncshs. Show all posts
Showing posts with label zephyrus-ncshs. Show all posts

1.8.11

advocacy?

naglipana ang ganitong post sa fb particularly sa group page ng batch namin ng high school. kinonek pa sa breast cancer. tsktsk. mga taong wala asyadong magawa sa buhay. haha. peace! :D

21.5.11

good old days


i was about to take my written exam which is one of the requirements for a driver's license at LTO last may 24 in the afternoon at 1:00 pm. however, i ended up helping my brother dan in enrolling at UNC because i was not that punctual enough thus, arriving at the examination venue 10 minutes after 1:00. kaya ayun, hindi ako naka-exam. that's why i was reminded to be punctual though i can say that it's not because of me why i am late but because of Dan's some sort of kabagalan. but then it's okay. blaming should stop. bottomline, this experience reminded me of this one. haha. good old high school days! :D


26.4.11

superRUSS

probably you laughed upon seeing the "badly" photoshoped picture of superRUSS. well, again, it is not known to many that i am regarded by atleast two friends as superman. sabi ko nga ay kung si kuya harry daet ang spiderman ng cssp, ako naman ang superman. well, actually it started with kuya lou lauraya who happens to be the BU presidential son and an incoming senior of social work and then the story continued. poknat also calls me superman because according to her, i'm kinda her savior and mavic calls me superman because she thinks that i can do anything or just everything (which is humanly impossible. haha)

of course, i'm flattered with me being associated to superman. it's a whoah! because how come i can be associated to superman. i don't have special powers like the power of flight and the superstrength but perhaps they called me because that's what they see and i thanked them. but then just like spiderman's famous quote, with great power comes great responsibility, with them calling me superman would mean that i should always be that superguy in their eyes. gladly, i'm not the kind of person who lives everyday fulfilling the expectations of others towards me for i think it would be better if i will live according to what i want and who i really am. living with the expectations of others comes second only because i am the driver of my life not them. katunayan, when i have the chance, i expose to them and i try to expose to them my weakness point and the not so superguy attitude. haha. that's life! that's reality!

but with the different events that happened during the last month of the recently concluded academic year plus the expected pressures, expectations, twist and turns of the junior year in social work (if ever i passed the battery exam), i just think i literally need to become a superman or let's just say superRUSS and let me dissect the different reasons/factors on why is that so.

EXTRA-CURRICULAR. first on my cape, i got on my hands a university based organization but its not a simple UBO - The Order of the Bicol University Blue Feather Society: The Official Honor Society of BU. it is the organization of the cream of the crop of BU. the top 10 and top 15 of the different colleges/units of BU. worse, i am the president or the chancellor once the new draft of the constitution is finalized. actually, our term should end august of AY2011-2012, however, my co-officers are thinking of extending our term so that we could finish one academic year considering the facts that we are elected just one month before the closing of AY2010-2011. Dr. Bibi and the assistant dean of the BU Office of Student Services said that i should be up for reelection once a new election happens on august or perhaps july after we have finished laying the foundations of the organization but i don't really know. for now, i'm into the idea of not running for reelection but i think i can change my mind as the days pass. well, it's not just hard but it's very hard handling a UBO. Second on my cape under extra-curricular is the HUMAN WELFARE ADVOCATES. well, just this march i was promoted from being the HWA secretary by being elected as president with overwhelming votes with Angelo fielded as my opponent but then suggested that voters should vote for me instead thus it's as if i don't have any contender to the presidency. well, HWA is just a small organization, a college based organization and is the organization of all the students of the social work department. eventhough, it's a small organization, soo much is expected from HWA being the Best College Based Organization for AY 2010-2011 and the constant successes it enjoyed during the past years. meaning, i with my officers should strive to maintain the title and to even surpass what last year's hwa had done.

ACADEMIC PRESSURES. Maintain, Improve, Keep whatever academic achievements i have and the rest is self-explanatory being true to any student. haha. :p

THESIS. Though part of academic pressures, thesis deserves a lone spot because of the fact that this is the major stressor of the junior life. sleepless nights, tiresome data gathering, brain cracking write-ups and re-writes - more to come and yet again, the rest is self-explanatory. perhaps i can also add here our counselling subject and the practical for counselling. well, counselling is not that easy.

LOVELIFE. first question, meron ba? haha. hmm. i don't know but just like what i wrote in my Ten Years From Now article in the book of myself, junior year is my lovelife year but i don't think so. if ever, wawa man future girlfriend ko kaya wag na lang. i think i'll just wait until i finish college. haha.

OTHERS. these includes friends (MNT/BESTFRIENDS/NAGA FRIENDS), family and such other things.

well, they are truly some of the facts but i must say that after all, i am quite confident that at the end of Academic Year 2011-2012, i can proudly say that I MADE IT! better yet I MADE IT WITH FLYING COLORS! i am very optimistic and just like what i always bear in mind, positive thinking will transform into positive results. haha. :D

31.12.10

MY decemberFEST

well, i planned to do all my updated posts that should have been posted days or should i say months before. but then, sad to say, i really did not succeed in executing my plan. but then, i believe it's not that late so i'll try to cope up with my supposedly done postings but i'll do it briefly and concise.

moving on, december is always my most awaited month aside from june (which happens to be my birth month) because of the different atmosphere that the Christmas celebration brought and the upcoming entry of a new year plus the sometimes cool temperature that we experience considering the fact that we are used to hot and not-so-hot temperatures. well, speaking of december, i really don't have a plan except the fact that we will celebrate Christmas yet many activities aside from the Christmas celebration itself pushed through. so here is a glimpse of my december:

December 3
Farah's 18th Birthday Celebration at Tabaco City. i was one of the few bucssp-social work students who attended her birthday. nakakahiya kasi, personal niya pang ini-abot ang invitation so despite my colds and sinat, i pushed through in attending her celebration. besides, after her shift in bu tabaco social work, this is the only time that we will see her again. moreover, since she also gained friends in TC (tabaco campus), she also invited them. however, it's so weird that when we arrived, they all... poof! - decided to go home even though they really have no plans of going home yet. tsktsk. moving on, the celebration was okay and we stay in tabaco over night.

December 6
Presentation of Proposed Activities of HWA to the Social Work Faculty. my activity was moved and will be fused with other activities to create the 32nd Social Work Days with me as one of the activity chairs.

December 10
Second Human Welfare Advocates General Assembly. we presented the accomplishments and the proposed activities for the 2nd Semester of the organization before its members for their perusal.
Doming's Birthday. who's doming? he is a AB Political Science student who was never my classmate. i mean, he was the classmate of my friends from the other block in one class and since he is the friend of my friends, friends na kami. parang ganun yun. that's why even we're not that close, i still attended his birthday celebration at his house.
First Flag Retreat in my College Life. our organization is the host of the flag retreat this week and since, i am one of the officers plus one of the college student council officers plus nagtatambay lang, i attended the first flag retreat that i actually attended in my college life. i even asked my classmates to join.
Boys Night-Out. i really felt heavy these days. maybe because of disappointment over my friend's unenthusiastic response over our planned Christmas get together and celebration that's why i joined mj in his/her (he's actually a lesbian) request for a night out.

December 15
2 hour special Swimming Class. since we did not meet last time, our professor called for a special class. we actually had our practical exams and gladly i passed with flying fishes. haha. joking aside, i passed the practical exam though i was expecting that i would fail. thank God!

December 16
Christmas Outreach 2010 at Barangay Burgos in Daraga. Barangay Burgos is actually a rural barangay in Daraga with agriculture and pamaypay making as its primary source of income (based on my observations). the class spend some time with the day care children of burgos acting like santa claus. facilitating games, giving foods, gift giving and picture taking are among the activities we did to share the spirit of Christmas and bring the university closer to the community.Moreover, aside from the burgos outreach, i also took part in the outreach of the first year block a in Mabini with Senior Citizens as their beneficiaries as my hwa assignment with melvin. i realized that dealing with lolos and lolas was never really that hard as what i imagined at first. actually, when i see lolos and lolas , there is a strange feeling of 'awa' that struck me out of nowhere. that's why seeing them smile and laughed really touched my heart and made me feel that 'HEY THIS IS CHRISTMAS!' ps. i actually participated in the parlor games especially in the one with the talong. :P
ps. first time kong kumain ng DINUGUAN at hindi pa masarap. tsktsk

December 17
MnT Christmas Celebration and Get Together. After the disappointment, the get together still pushed through. we spend the night swimming and telling stories, sharing laughters and non-sense with sense talks at Manhattan Resort in Sto. Domingo, Albay. It was also my first time in Sto. Domingo. sadly, we didn't have the opportunity to roam around sto. domingo. however, we went to Sto. Domingo Church. their plaza and municipal building is quite spanish looking as if they were preserved since the spanish years just like in Guinobatan.
LAST DAY OF CLASSES FOR 2010!

December 18
Aside from the fact that this is the day when i left Legazpi City to spend the Christmas break in Naga, this is the 2010 Kantang Jovenes: A Christmas Caroling Contest day wherein the City Youth Officials 2010 sponsored the activity. actually, i only helped during the pre-contest preparations such as drafting the contest's mechanics and guidelines, preparing the registration forms and the contest 'logo'. I was able to attend the contest eventhough i arrived in Naga at around 5 pm and that's my additional help: presence.

December 22
Biglaang Food and Ukay-ukay Trip with Jo and Bstfrnd. it was really biglaan. bstfrnd just pm me jo sent me a message in fb inviting me to join them eat. i was really tamad that time at ako na ang tamad. i made them wait for 42 minutes because of the distance of del rosario to centro. haha. well, i enjoyed the food trip. it was nice seeing jo after 7 months and rica again after 10 months. nakakamiss din! thanks jo and bstfrnd! and thanks jo again for the food. :D

December 23
Biglaang Bisita ni Teacher Jaki and Kevin. Teacher Jaki and Kevin are part of my elementary buddies and we live in one subdivision. they decided to pay a surprise visit because it was years when we last saw each other. probably, four or five years. since, teacher jaki is here, we planned to have a mini-jamming/reunion by asking our former classmates and teachers john and zach to join. December 27 was the date of the mini-jamming/reunion.

December 24
CHRISTMAS EVE. We attended the Christmas Mass as a family and ate Noche Buena when the midnight struck.
MERRY CHRISTMAS!

December 25
Polangui. We went to Polangui and visited our relatives on the mother side.

December 27
Kathy's Birthday
NCSHS Alumni Homecoming. Hindi sana ako mag-attend but because of some underlying factors and people, i decided to attend. I actually stayed for just about an hour since i also have another event to attend to. nonetheless, i still enjoy! seeing my former classmates and friends after some time feels good. i saw mara after (1 year and 2 months), angela (after 7 months), red, jomari, mikee, darren (after 9 days), alfred, jo, claudz, alekks, tin-tin, france, johannes, nikki, kathy, yayen, kitz, iris, dada, erron (namiss ko to!), and so on and so forth.
MdeP Mini-Jamming/Reunion. Bar hopping at magsaysay. we started at Bob Marlin, Mico/Nico (i don't really know) Arch - the one with the ship like facade but no vacant seats, Clubm8 but was closed until midnight, and finally teen-teen's. It was an all-expenses paid by teachers john, zach and jaki. thank you teacher. i had fun remembering those MdeP days.

December 28 - 29
Sipocot. Had time with my relative on the father side, played with my 1-7 years old cousins that's why i realized that nakakamiss din pala ang maging 3-5 years old na bata, missed the opportunity to join mama in her field to Caima (a rural barangay in Sipocot with 45 minutes - 1 hour ride from centrosipocot and 2 hours walk). bottomline, ENJOY!

December 30
Biglaang Bonding with Alekks. postponed na bonding namin nila alekks, trixia, rica and rufo pero natuloy kami ni alekks. CRITICS for a DAY. Double Down sa KFC na nagtataka pa rin ako kung bakit hindi up and down. RPG Metanoia, the first Philippine full length 3D movie na hindi napanood namin ng hindi 3D (sayang!)

December 31
NEW YEAR'S EVE! Attended the New Year Mass, nagpaputok ng lucis at kumain ng cake for media noche.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!

20.12.10

reunion part I

it was such a surprise seeing and talking to one of my childhood friends and teacher after such a long time of just a mere his and hellos. kevin and teacher jaki went to our house today and we have a good time of story telling. teacher jaki, our elementary adviser and teacher, told us her hong kong stories plus her travels to israel and thailand and she actually discouraged us from working abroad. well, the time did not suffice our story telling sessions so we actually decided to have a night-out of december 27. that's the part II. :D

btw, i think i will not be attending the 2010 homecoming of NCSHS alumni which also falls on the 27th because of some personal reasons such as my belief that it is too early for me to attend the homecoming since it was just only two years from the date of our graduation if i am right. haha. :p

17.6.10

oo nga!

hmm. i would agree sa post ni jowhee about how degrading minsan ang pagcompare sa mga schools na pinapasukan ng mga students. i can say that somehow that naencounter ko na rin yun. but the best thing that i should do is by excelling in classes and in life thus, proving them na wala naman tlaga sa school mo yun kundi nasa iyong mga kamay. dba jowhee?

at dahil nasuper extra ako sa blog ni jowhee eh nararapat lang na mgblog-back ako (parang text lang oh). haha. hmm. well jowhee, i'm okay and i'm doing good (i think). hmm. actually, hindi na ako nakakabasa ng mga kwento mo when i decided to stop blogging but when i changed my mind just this summer lang eh nagbasa naman ako ulit. haha. hmm. ikaw? kumusta? at kumusta ang pag-adjust? hmm. sa akin, i can say that i'm off to a good start though nmmiss ko na yung mga dating kasa-kasama ko most of the time. like you, i was thinking that it was really okay to be somehow separated to them but then nkkmiss pa rin lalo na kapag free time mo at may klase sila. pro on the positive side. kagaya nga ng sabi mo eh atleast this is a chance to have new friends. i can say hindi naman mahirap maglet go dahil hndi naman talaga kailangang i-let go. malay ko magkaklase ulit kami next sem or next week. but despite being separated sa mga friends eh aus naman at kayang-kaya. haha. sbi ko nga noon eh challenge.

hmm. though hindi koo nabasa ung post mo about mind-setting, i believe na kailangan ang mind-setting para mgsurvive at kagaya nga ng sinabi kailangan nating isiping masaya tayo pro parang mas maganda kung do good, feel good at think good. haha. after all, may reason kung bakit nangyayari ang mga bagay na ito. haha.

sigesige doc jowhee. haha. till next tym!

ps. may tanong ako? haha. hindi ka naman galit sa ALL CAPS na post mo? haha. joke lang!

11.6.10

like***

it all started with a *like. hmm. nakita ko ang post ni ma'am jen, it was a link to the video on the proclamation of president-elect noynoy aquino with some text which says no to this, no to that and that and this which i believe is right. so seeing it, i pressed the like button and poooop! it bacame coco cruch. haha.

well, there's nothing really extraordinary in here except the reply of ma'am jen to my *like which is soo long and contains some flashbacks of the lessons from first year which maybe can justify that ma'am jen is so mastering her lessons and blahblahblah. tanong? si ma'am jen ba ang teacher namin sa araling panlipunan noon?? haha.

2.8.09

misz q tu

misz q na cla.
  • .naga city science high school
  • .zephyrus
  • .link dito.link doon
  • .non-stop asaran
  • .non-stop.tawanan
  • .high technology(?) cmputer lab.
  • .RnD mkng ur mornng a BEAutiful 1
  • .canteen
  • .crammings
  • .excuses/excuse letter
  • .comments sa fs
  • .emol: ang tambayan ng bayan
  • .photo ops
  • .barkadahang walang katulad
  • .sleeping sessions during class
  • .noise trip. ai music trip plan
  • .sleepless sleepovers
  • .non-stop kalokohans
  • .late comings
  • .physics lecture (as in SERMON)
pro ang pnka-misz q sa lahat.. ang mga taong ngbigay kulay sa aking hayskul life. misyouzephy!

22.5.09

an eye for an eye. a toothpick for a tooth

today, i formally relinquished and ended my position as the Supreme Student Government President of Naga City Science High School by submitting the Annual Accomplishment of the SSG for School Year 2008-2009 to the office of the principal. wats next? i don't know for now... but one good thing that happened to me was that i was able to be introduced to the incoming freshmen by the mr. alferez. soo unexpected.

mau russ... maluya ang napiling president ngunyan.
maluya ang brigada... maluya ang donations.

the above-stated statement is a statement given to me by one of my favorite teachers in the school. well, i can say that i must be thankful to that teacher for all the helps that he have given to the SSG, making our job easier as expected. i must be thankful to him for being understanding and supportive. in fact, i am really thankful hoping that someday maibabalik ko man kay sir ang gbos na tabang nya sq.

when sir said the statement, two things bubble in my mind. did we set the bar too high for the next president not to reach it but to exceed or did we set t
he bar that high but that wrongly? for all i know, in my own personal reason, i have done my job to the fullest of my ability. i did it not to gain either popularity or personal advantages because i want it! and i did it because i believe i can. but hey, i can't do it alone! a successful year in the SSG is not because of the president alone but also because of the people around him. in the organization, i can say that i cant do all the things i have done without the help of my fellow officers, in particular it was ALEX who did helped me a lot! so, i would like to take this opportunity to give them their must have accolades salamatoooooon saindo gabos!

going back to the statement... i think that it was given untimely and wrongly. the school year is yet to begin. why judge the incoming president because of the low number of donations? why judge the incoming president because of 'maluyang' brigada? maybe yes! the donations is r
eally that low this year compared last year. maybe yes! maluya ang brigada ngunyan. but come to think of it. this year is differen than last year. problems last year are different this year. circumstances are different. everything is different. one example is that last year, we don't have a teacher-adviser thus forcing us to do it ourselves... this year they do have but for some reasons ma'am nhel is unavailable thus leaving them without a teacher-adviser to guide them. last year, all of the attention was at the brigada but this year attention was divided among the summer classes, summer enrichment classes and others. thus, i can say it's unfair not only for the next president to be judged as 'maluya' considering the circumstances around her and her officers. iba ang ngaun kaysa bukas.

i believed that the incoming president and the incoming officers need not judgment nor inconsideration but support for them to be successful and for them not to reach the bar but exceed that the outgoing SSG have set. as i can say it, nag-uumpisa pa lang ang laban ni krizzia and her fellow officers.. they have more to proved and i believe that they can do it!

to the incoming officers, don't make judgment like the above-stated statement hinder your way but instead make it an inspiration for you to reach you goal and do your job
properly thus proving the 'judge' is wrong. you have way to go! but make the most out of it.

to the naguenians of school year 2009-2010, support them. after all, its your support that will help them succeed in the projects.


this is the ncshs ssg president of sy 2008-2009, now signing off...

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May 22, 2009. Friday

on the other hand, this day was quite a good day of fun, ente
rtainment and enjoyment. i was able to watch the film 'ANGELS and DEMONS' with my two grlfrnds namely, mara and zelita. kitz, annie, gerona and zaldy. first time q man pti sa SM Cinema. hehe. astig si film! suppeer! nagetz ko! i am so HAPPY! hehe. and first time q mgbucket sa KFC. (plus jemar and alex) hehe.

WHAT A DAY!

here are some of the pics during our lunch at kfc...



*sya nga pala, if ur wondering what is the title of the post all about. well, wala naman. naisip ko lang while doing this post. hehe.

10.5.09

when.good.things.draw.to.its.end.

i have been a student of Naga City Science High School for the last four years. i with my batchmates have experienced the ups and downs, stressful days, sleepless nyts, super duper challenges, cramming, non-stop kalokohan, sermon from our teachers, jammings, overnyts, and many many more that can be summed up to our beautiful and colorful high school life.

naaalala q pa kng first time kming mgkhrlngan that was during the summer enrichment of May 2005. mau pang bstadong iba excpt sa kklase or kschool mo kng elementary. mau png msyadong friends and halos supog png mgpbsto mghello or hi sa mga soon-to-be-classmates and batchmates q. inosente pa sa mga bagay-bagay o sbi ngani kyan mga totoy-totoy pa. i remember then, adjusting was never been to easy. maray na lang may mga bgu kng mga friends na nbsto and nksabay mo sa pag-adjust from being an elementary school boy to a 'handsome' high school teen.

FIRST YEAR: the year of the new year. indeed! i call my first year as the year of the new year simply because it's the year of the new beginning of the four years of my high school life. during the first year, i was with the one-falcon. an awesome group of students having different personalities. the start of the colorful high school life i have experienced. naalala q pa ang mga bagay-bagay like the obedience na igwa ang section mi kdto. kng ngsbi si ma'am na dae mgluwas tlgang dae ngruluwas mski ngbell na. the endless open forums kung sain dae nwwara ang hiribian, ngiriritan and mnsan ang pglala pa ning misunderstandings. ini ang year na irigot pa ang mga tao sa studies and sa mga projects like the song and dance number kng SS Day. inosentihun pa (cguro!).

SECOND YEAR: the year of action. as an expression of a group in the batch says 'MAAKSYUNUN' when i entered second year, i was with star section then. hmm. cguro ngkamali sa pgtype ng name and himalang nksali ako sa star section. but during this year, i together with my batchmates have experienced a lot of actions from biorap.biopageant.etc.etc. this year was actually one of the best years for me aside from the senior year. during this year, kalokohans are slowly forming, friendships cherished and happy moments have doubled in number. sympre, more maturity nman. and also second year kmi ng nngyari ang mutya and lakan. which unexpectedly, ngng emcee aq. pro isa sa pnka-action ng year na to ay ang pgkakaalis or pag-alis ng dalawa nming teacher because of us.

THIRD YEAR: the year of kalokohans. yeah! you hear it right! kalokahans! endless kalokohans have been part of my third year stay in sci.hay. name it all and siguro 3/4 nun nandito sa year nato! also, it was on this year that we have conducted the z games kung saan ngchampion kmi. thnx Bro. it was in this year that i have experienced sleepovers, true sleepless nights, crammings, the 'c' word and many more. sympre mas nggrow ang friendships. different groups have been formed and soo much more. wooh! enjoy!

FOURTH YEAR: the BEST year. hmm. year of mixed-emotions. drama dito-drama doon. tawa dito-tawa doon. super! hai nku. speechless aq. haha. sympre mas maogma ang senior year pro sad to say last shot na. hmm. anu bang masasabi q? BEST YEAR in sci.hay!


its such a privelege for me to be with the zephyrus for my four years journey. hai nku. misz q na kmu. ano pa nga ba? hhe. see you soon guys! salamat sa gbos! animo ZEPHYRUS! by the way, i recovered a poem abt the zephy's stay in the school in my fone's inbox sent by girlfriend'zelita. i guess this was mr. creative-alfred's poem pro dae aq sure and it goes,


Like birds,
We flew and we soared high.


As galaxies,
We went higher than the sky.

Through history,
We have survived.

And now it's time for
the shock of our lives.

From
Falcon, Starling, Nightingale and Phoenix

to
Minkowski, Circinus, Seyfert and Helix

then came
Khmelnytsky, Quintinshill and Chernobyl.

to
Watt, Hertz and Ohms
are proud to be here.

4 years of camaraderie.
4 years of hardship.
4 years of joy, pain, tears and friendship.

ANIMO ZEPHYRUS!


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PS. mdyo ntagalan aq sa pgtpos nito. this was started way back march pro ngaun q pa lng nttpos. hhe. and to fourth or any yearbook staff, if you want the poem to be removed here, i'm ever willing. hndi q ksi alam ang plano. hhe. bka ilalaag plan nindo.

1.5.09

tanung-tanong... anong sagot??

sa aking pgbisita sa blog ng aking mga kaibigan ay nkita q ang survey na to. at since, gusto qng mki-in ay sasagut din aq. and it goes this way:


1) ano section mo nung 1st yr high school ka? adviser?

Mapanuri. Mapagmatyag. Mapangahas. matang-FALCON. hha. joke. FALCON po. with ma'am naag as our adviser and ma'am mangalonzo na favorito kmi. anu alfred? hhe.


2) nung 2nd yr?

ang section na may ratio of boys to girls na 1:3. Matalino (star-section man kya daa). Maribok. Maliksi. MINKOWSKI. anu alfred?

3) 3rd yr?

eto memorable na super. kadakol FIRSTS! hha. gbos na atang kapasawayan. pro sympre barkadahan. ksali na ang everyweekend laskwatsa. haha. KHMELNYTSKY. anu alfred?

4) 4th yr?

ang section na tama ang timpla according to alfred. HERTZ. i love this! though it hertz.

5) anong best year for you?

ano nga ba? anung klaseng best year? pdeng every year? hha. uhm. i guess second and fourth.

6) marami ka bang friends nun?

hmm. aq maraming tinuturin na friends ewan q lang kung tinuturin rin nila aqng friend. haha. soo emo. uhm. i guess dakul man. sna.

7) san kayo kumakain kapag lunch?

aq? sa classroom. haha. pirmi kya qng may packlunch. tipid na masiram pa. hha.

8) saan ka tumatambay after school?

hmm. sa bahay. pro very seldom sa emall, mcdo or centro.

9) lagi ka bang late pag morning?

haha. aq late? slyt lang man. mga three times a week. haha.

10) na-suspend ka na ba?

muntik na. dahil sa slyt na late. shame sna yun if ever. you know. sg president msuspend. tsktsk.

11)bakit?

hndi mo agad tnanong. ayun na sa taas. nsabi q na po.

12) masaya ba pag foundation day?

hmm. ewan. masaya nga ba? prang wala kmi nyan ha. hehe. pro other activities, bsta naguenians 80% mggng masaya yan. :D

13) have you ever danced on stage?

sus! aq. best dancer ever! pro sa dream lang. haha. ai. oo na pala. nung FNC sa stage with alex. napagtripan ng participants. tsktsk.

14) sinong all time crush mo nun?

wow! all time pti. haha. mbgat yan. hmm. iaaccess q pa. mga after two years, sabihin q.

15) would you like to go back in high school?

if pde. why not?

16) ano lagi mong binibili sa canteen?

ako ba tnatanong mo? eh hndi nga aq pumupunta ng canteen. haha. allergic.

17) overpricing ba ang canteen niyo?

sbi nila yung foods for the lunch. oo daw.

18) nakakita ka na ba ng multo sa skul?

lahat naman ata ng school may mumu. yung mga sabi-sabi. pro sa skul meron nglalakad every morning minsan nga pumapasok pa sa room namin. haha. pro seriously, noon nkaexperience aq nung prang anino lang na dumaan sa harap q. doon sa backstair. tsktsk.

19) have you ever sang on stage?

choir nung first year. flaghosting na tatlo lang kming host (bekah, alex and i). ska singer aq kng elementary. hha.

20) fave subjects?

kagaya ng sagot ng nakararami, RECESS taz LUNCH. pro kung seryoso, AP and Biology.

21) hate subject?

ano pa nga ba, MATH. and CHEMISTRY hndi q naintndhan. hha.

22) may subject ba na bagsak ka?

meron 79. Math. see that, kya love q ang math.

23) have you ever been sent out?

oo na ata. pro wala aqng naaalala.

24) cut classes?

cnxa. wala aqng gunting. haha. pro meron na din. legal nga lang. pro prang meron ding illegal. haha.

25) feel mo ba malayo ang high school building 'til canteen?

suuuuuppppppppeeeeeeeerrrrrrr mgkatabi.

26) have you ever ran in the court?

oo. ngng basketball player din naman aq.

27) Leader ka? of what?

1st year- coup leader (cnxa. tao lang fourth) and class sergeant at arms. 2nd yr-class pio. 3rd yr-ssg pio and class president. 4th yr-regional ssg treasurer, division ssg president, ssg president, batch director. anu pa ba? hehe. wala na ata.

28) do you miss your school?

sino kaya ang hindi. hmm.

29) Sino pinaka dakila sa batch niyo?

ha? anu? dakula?

30) Ano mga awards mo nun?

dahil fave q ang AP ngbst man daa. dahil magaling aq mgbaitbaitan ngng best in Val.Ed aq. nung graduation lahat maliban sa isa ng nakuha qng award, leadership.

31) Naging officer ka ba?

hndi q pa nbbngit?

32) First friend mo nung 1st yr?

si ate dianne! haha. dae man. si darren and danica.

33.May nakaaway ka ba nun?

nkaaway? wala naman 'ata'

34) Ilan kayo sa classroom nung 4th yr?

square root ng 1600. haha. 40 lang kmi.

35) kailan Graduation day niyo?

3rd day of April 2009

36) Sino/Ano ma-mimiss mo?

idadaan q sa quote ni alfred, 'Everyone and Everything highschool.'

37) The best memories from high school life?

lahat. all ksi kung wala yung isa, wala din yung isa. bsta lahat.



sbi nga, soo high school. mixuall. =]

24.3.09

balik-aral


last sunday, March 22, 2009, our batch zephyrus have our recollection. whoah! i can say mapagal mgprepare lalu na ta three (3) lang kmung ng-aasikaso. actually, worth it man ang pag-asikaso ning recollection. ang pagbalik-balik sa school, ang pgemergency load at marami pang iba. well, i can say ng-enjoy aq sa recollection. inda q lang kung eu man ang iba qng kbatch. ksi as what i usually say, enjoyment is a choice. i mean, nsa tao na yan msmo kung gusto nya mgrecollect ning mga nangyari this past four years.

hmm. the recollection started at about 8:30 na ata yun. hehe. bsta late aq ng-abot (as usual). hehe. uhm. the first session was about ouselves. the first activity pa lang ni recollect na nmin yung mga happy and sad moments at kung ano pa man ang nagawa namin sa loob ng four years pro hndi lang sa school mgng sa family and other aspects. haha. soo yun. a lot of things rushed in my mind (yun na yung the post before this post). we shared our reflections with each other. pro mau pa man hiribian part. hmm. aq ngfocus lang aq sa school dae q kya naintndhan si instruction. haha.

the next session was all about friends. kung ano ang ngng papel ng friends namin sa life. soo ayun, pnsulat kmi sa paper na pngkasyakasya namin. hehe. hnggang sbi nga ni alfred 1/32 na lang ang size from the original long bond paper. haha. soo yun. actually, tntmad aq that time kya dae aq msyado ng-igot sa pgtao ning letter. si naabot lang. hehe. pro sa gbos, natawan q man o dae, i would like to say THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR BEING A PART OF MY HIGH SCHOOL LIFE!

ang third session about na xa sa family. ewan q ba at khit anong gwin q ay hndi man lang aq maiyak. haha. pro bq man requirement ang mghibi. hehe. so, the facilitators let us draw a symbol that represents our family. at ang dnraw q ai eroplane. hehe. like this,pero bq man tlgaya yan ang dnrawing q. sample lang yan. mas magaun pa man ata ang ngbu q. may color pa pti. haha. soo yun. some of my classmates, nghibi because magabat tlgang topic ang family kung iisipun. and some of us may pararehas na experience pg-abot sa family.

pro before ang last session ay ngkaroon ng isang mhabang break. so sympre, aram naman ang mga zephy. since kmi lang ang mga estudyante sa school ngkaroon ng gyera. hmm. aram mu tung prutas (prutas ata tu) ning gru coconut tree na bq man. itung saradit na green na nggng red kpg hinog na. bsta yun yun. haha. nggarapuan man lang. si sarung group nsa other side of the building while si saru nsa other side. haha. super fun. taz si iba ngbarasaan na. iba man tlga ang trip. hehe. si watt, ngkawat sinda ning patintero na x-o-x na s-o-s na agaw base na may tangke. getz mo?? hehe. bsta un.un.

ang last session was ang pnka-emotional. ngluwas na ang mga luha sa mata ning mga people. it was about reconciliation and forgiveness. grbe! whoah! haay nku. so ang activity was, may carton na nakabalot sa manila paper then pde mong gbuhon mski anong pde mong gbuhon. so may mga pumunit, sumaksak sa walang malay na paper, meron naman kalmado at sumulat lang pro ang ngtapos ng lahat ay ng may sumunog ng paper. unknowingly, at the bck of the paper was the picture of Jesus Christ. haay. then after kdtu. tnwan kming paper na susuratan mi ning gbos na nakakulog samu and susuluon mi as a sign of forgiveness sa mga taong ito. and last, ang exchange candle. ang first qng dnumanan si fourth coz aram q na dakul na beses kming ngkaigwang misunderstanding so ngsorry aq sa gbos na nggbo qng sala. dnumanan q man si bstfrnd, taba, rufo, kitz, te jackie, mama karla, atbp pro ang muntik nng mgphibi sq si taba. trigger! whoah.

taz after kdtu. ngbaraba na gbos pra sa last tlgang session. so it was about forgiveness and BRO. grbe ang nrealize q ai. pro hbng nghahalat sa ohms. kaibahan q si bstfrnds group, sbi q sainda miss q na sinda taz pnu na si promise mi pro dae nnda napansin na ngluha aq that time. i miss the group! haay. then the prayer and offering ng candle taz form ng big circle and we sang the batch song. as it says, "in the end i wanna be standing at the beginning with you." then after, si dinner na. may background music pang mga pngbbye. dae man msyadong pnghandaan. nywyz, salamat plan kna kuya tope, ate neng, ate bana and maam. taz kay sir maskom.

haay. if i can turn back time, i'll always go back to the time when we are just starting our high school life and sa sci-hay man nanggad aq! sain pa man plan? hehe. i'll miss zephy and i'll miss sc-hay.


nag-iribanan kita pra pdangaton an kada saro

[si sinurat qng reflection after the remembering activity. 03-22-09]

reminiscing the four years stay in high school. i felt happy at the same time sad. the kalokohan, non-stop learning, friendships na nadevelop throughout the years, the laughters, the tears, LAHAT! What an experience with the people i will cherish and treasure. salamat sci-hay! salamat zephyrus! sympre thanks man sa parents q na ngdecide na pklasehun aq sa schi-hay. salamat Bro!

dae mahaloy, masuruwayan na kami. pgng-abot na kmi sa college sympre new people, new friends pro kung may wish man ako, sna dae mi malingawan ang apat na taon na ngkairibahan kmi.

oh! a LOT of things na naexperience! a LOT! saru pa plan nrealize ko. gru nging msamaon aq. i mean the sins or mga kasalan na ngbo ko ksabwat pa ang mga zephy. sorry Lord. i guess tao lang tlga kmi. sorry Lord and sorry sa mga ngibuhan qng kasalan.

i will and always will cherish this high school life experience AS LONG AS I LIVE!

naisip q, i'm very lucky na nakaiba ko ang mga taong ini. its nice na sinda ang nakaiba ko sa mga ups and downs ning high school life ko. these people [zephyrus] will always be in my heart.

masiramun balikan ang mga oras, aldaw asin taon na magkakaibahan kmi. itung mga simpleng bagay like sarabay na pagpusngak ning klase ta may joke, sarabay na 'aaahhhhh' ta may baduy na joke, tarabangan sa gbos na oras, sleepless sleepovers, karantahan sessions, pagtambay sa emall, mga projects na pipiriton kng mgdance and sing and kung anu-ano pa, tambay sa lobby, pgescape sa paglinig, ang pgputok ni donna, panlalatik ni bstfrnd, ngirit ni abee, slang ni girlfriend zelita, katabaan ni trixia, mga dali ni fourth alfred asin kung anu-ano pa mang bagay na sa inot aakalaon mong simplehun lang na minsan masusuya ka ta paulit-ulit na lang nangyayari and soo much more.

i can say that different thoughts are running inside my mind at this moment. kadakol. dae q na aram kung ano ang ilalaag ko digdi. but i can say that i am VERY LUCKY!

graduation is near na! the time for us to go is also near. i don't know what will happen during our college. but as what i have mentioned a while ago, i hope that the friendship and connection na nabuo sa sarong sadit na eskwelahan dae matapos duman kundi sana mas lalo png mgtalubo and maglago sa time goes by. thank you God for giving me this blessing thank you for a wonderful experience with this wonderful people! i will surely miss these people. I LOVE YOU ZEPHY!

20.3.09

exhausted.

hmm. i wasn't able to update my blog for atleast 4 days now but it seems that since my last post para bang ang tagal-tagal na ng lumipas na panahon. hmm. whoah! hndi q nmalayan 14 days na lang kmi sa school, for short 2 weeks na lang kmi mstay and after that mhali na kmi, sbi ngani ni bstfrnd, we're leaving for good.

hmm. anyway, for the last four days na pre-occupied ang mind q ning kung ano mang mga bagay-bagay na dpat pngkakaabalahan ning atmost 27 people but then sad to say, we are only about 3 or 4 na nag-aabala sa mga bagay-bagay na tu. oh well, wala na aqng magagawa dun ksi lumipas na ang mga panahon. pro next week, its payback time. i tell you!

owkie. so whats with me for the last four days. simple man lang. lakaw dgdi, lakaw duman. asikaso dgdi, asikaso duman and so on and so forth. inot sa gbos, ang high school week celebration 2009. if i am not mistaken, ini ang first high school week celebration sa history ning science high school. sympre, first time, we need to create a good impression about the activity para magusto pa ang mga students na mgkaigwa ning masunod na high school week. i asked the help of the ever-obedient year level senators (thank you ira.ivy.lea) na mgpaapod ning batch meeting nnda. first ming nakaulay ang zephyrus, hmm. may nhaman man daw? gru mau aqng natatandaan except sa wall. then, next ang nephthys. dikit lang ang ng-attend then after a short intro of the high school week nghali lang aq agad hoping na may mahahaman cnda. but then sa report sq ni ivy, mau man daa cndang nahaman. but good ksi may nahaman ang mga leaders ning nephythys. just this morning, pnaasikaso q nmn sina ira and lea ning batch meeting ninda. sina ira kuta na ang first qng kakaulayon but then due to some problem nainot sna lea. soo yun, before lunch, i talked to the sysphyphers. glad aq ta dakul-dakul sinda and mas naogma aq ta may mga ideas na sinda about sa high school week. kkaimpress. i love sysphy! hehe. for batch phoenix, we're about to meet. hopefully next week.

second, the forthcoming RakRakan 2009. we need to beat the expectations na igwa sa sadiri mi and lalung-lalo na ang expectations ning kadaklan. the preparation as what i usually says to the SSG is still a big fat ZERO. maray na lang ngkakamang-kamang na ang preparation. siguro masasabi qng mau na kmi sa zero percent. maybe nsa FIVE percent naman kmi for Godsake! thanks bro! but again, there's soo much task to be done.

third, the seniors recollection. the extra-load na knua ning ssg (actually, kinua man lng ni alex, trixh and nksali man lang aq). clear q lang poh, extra-load meaning bku man tlga kmi ang dpat mg-asikaso. pro sad to say, bnatikos pa kmi. haay. ibhun ta kinua mi na si bq mi man bagahe pra lang mgkaigwa ning recollection ang seniors and yet dae pa naappreciate si deed mi. worst, snabhan pa kming lapa. ibhun sa feeling honestly. kaya napahibi si taba. hmm. pro kng nadangog q tu, smile lng aq. hbu q lang ipahiling ang pgkasuya q ta bka suya na aq the whole day kung sakaling ngpakasuya pa aq. and i want to be the equalizer ksi mainit na ulo ni taba and ni alex. soo, for all the seniors out there,

KONTING KONSIDERASYON MAN LANG ZEPHY.
Kung habo nindo ning nakua ming available na recollection, dae man kmi nagpipirit.


by the way, isa pang pngkaabalahan ngaun ay ang CAT Graduation. Happee Graduation Seniors! mau nang demerits. hehe. bwelo na! tapos na ang community service or ang pgpupulot ninyo ng basura. (dae kya q ngpupurot basura ta expempted aq as member ning DLMO. :D ). so yun, dinala q for the last time ang aking minamahal na bass drum na nkasama q for 3 years at sinuot q ang aking band uniform for the last time. i'll surely miss this! Sbi ngani ni sir raphie, gru preview na daa kng mngyayaring graduation. hmm.. super lapit na tlga. graduation mi na.

owkie. after cat graduation, ayun sugod kmi kay ma'am nhel pra kulitin sya na bgyan kmi ng pnggastos sa paparating na high school week and rakrakan. honestly, aaminon q na. inoverprice mi tu ni alex for one valid reason and samu na lang tu ni alex, aq and principal. yes! ksali si principal sa sabwatan. haha. maaraman na lang nindo sa takdang panahon.

after the pngungulit session, uwian na. hehe. pro pumunta pa kmi ng cake my day para bilhan ng hndi msyadong halatang regalo si sir. pro hbang papauwi kmi (pgkatapos namin madatnan na sarado ang pinto ng naturang cakeshop) ay nabulsot aq sa isang butas sa kalye. tinwanan ba naman aq nina queng at kitz. mabuti na lang hndi nkita ni bstfrnd, kung hindi grbeng kantyaw na nman ang aabutin q. sya nga pala. sa mga hndi nakakaalam. birthday po bukas ni sir alferez. happee bday sir alferez!

hmm. diresto kmi mcdo pgkgaling cake my day. sympre, kailangan din naming parangalan ang aming mga sarili. sbi ngani ni alex, REWARD YOURSELF. mray ta ngkaigwa man kming time to enjoy and relax before na naman kmi mglusob sa laban sa high school week and rakrakan 2009. salamat pala kay ate waitress sa umaapaw na gravy. haha. salap!salap! well, enjoy man si karakanan. dae na nwara ang ralatikan and ang focus si fourth, ang knyang puso at ang kanyang bgong motto na "aspire, perspire, inspire." ngconcert man ang bstfrnd q. haha. agaw eksena.

hmm. sbay kmi ni alex ng-uli. and hnggang sa pag-uli ang topic mi high school day and rakrakan. oh well, i thnk oras na pra mgpahinga coz tomorrow till next week is a very busy week.

by the way, gusto q lang mgpasalamat sa duwang taba sa buhay q. haha.

thank you
trixhh & alex

maray na lang yaon kmu para mgtabang sq. dakulaon na tabang ang naggbu nindo. salamatoonununun! mmisz q kmu pgcollege for sure. mau nng duwang taba! hehe. pro seriously eu.

16.3.09

etch.bee.ang.araw.ng.saya.at.ligaya

oh diba? what a title! foreshadowing device sa nilalaman kning post na ini! hha. hmm. ngaun ay ang ika-16 na araw ng buwan ng marso sa aking pocket calendar mgng sa calendar na makikita sa aking cellphone. eh sayo? anong petsa na? hha. ngaun ay araw ni etch.bee, ni rocky and ni pol. at kung pgsasamasamahin silang tatlo. ngaun ay ang araw ng saya at ligaya. hha. hmm.

my day started with a note buzzing from my phone's calendar saying that today is etch.bee's birthday. HAPPEE BIRTHDAY ETCH.BEE! honestly, pgkaabot q sa school. nalingawan q tulos na birthday ni eetch. nremember ko lang kng nhiling q sina alfred with the wooden board na may picture sa front. busy writing their messages at the back of the board. hnhnap q man daa si eetch ta cympre iggreet ano pa ta ngng mgkklase, mgkbatch ang mgk-org kmi. ska touch aq ta last dance man daa aq ni etch kng prom. xudee. haha. so un.


----------araw ni rocky----------
lumipas ang ilang oras but sad to say hndi ko pa rin nkita si pareng etch.bee. nasaan kya xa? hmm. pro hbng wala pa nman kming gngwa eh ayun, ngmoderator sa game nina alfred and the gag named ambush! haha. sabay-sabay kmi ngkakan sa canteen. whoah! aq sa canteen nglunch??! iba man! haha. pro bq man tu lunch. snack lang ito. haha.

pgdating ng hapon, naganap ang pgdiriwang ng araw ni rocky. o mas kilala sa tawag na rock'n'roll. haha. xmpz, ngpraktis ang zephy ning graduation song. at the beginning with you. sya nga pla hndi q pa nsasabi na pinalitan na ang batch song nmin. at the beginning na sya ngayon. yung gnmit sa pelikulang lukreshia. haha. ai anastasia pla yun. soree man. haha. hndi q pa rin memorize ang lyrics pro may natutunan aq. eto. sagutan mo.

piliin kung ano ang tama sa dalawa. kung alin ang dpat gmitin sa unang chorus ng song.
  1. in the end i wanna be standing at the beginning withhhhhhh you
  2. in the end i wanna be standing at the beginning with youuuuuu
sige nga! haha. kung alam mo, email mo aq. pro kung hndi parehas tayo! haha. actually ang alam q ay ang nauna pro ewan ko ba kung bkit kpag kumakanta na kmi eh parang iba-iba na ang lyrics pagdating sa part ng lyrics na yan. yung tipong, perfect na sana aq sa test kya lang may mali. haha. sya nga pala, naitanong mo na ba kung bkit araw ngaun ni rocky. simple lang nman ang sagot. ksi hbng kumakanta kmi ng grand finale ng song pra sa praktis ay talun ng talon ang mga lalaki sa may bandang likuran kpag nktalikod si sir. feel na feel nindang rock'n'roll ang kanta. haha. pro auz nmn. haha.


----------araw ng dakilang kasalanan----------
pgktpos ng praktis ng batch pra sa batch song ay ngkaroon ng meeting ang yearbook staff pra sa yearbook sympre. tagal nmn nila. eh since hndi nmn aq kasali sa yearbook staff eh ngkaroon na lang kmi ng chitty.chatty.chat nina jowhee and dhar. ayun saan saan kmi nakarating. nakarating pa nga kmi sa space. haha. ngkroon kmi ng sumpaan ni jowhee at kayo ang testigo. sumpaan nmin ni jowhee na kpag ngkaroon siya ng asawa, ako, si russ ang mggng ninong ng kanilang panganay na anak at kung hndi naman yun maganap ay maggng official dentist q si jowhee, pagagawan q sya ng billboard at bibigyan ko sya ng mga makabagong dental equipments sa oras ng pagyaman ko. dba? bongga! haha.

sya nga pala, ngkaroon din kmi ng meeting with mrs. tabinas and mr. declaro pra pg-usapan ang batch memorial. hha. ayun auz nman. prang maganda ang nakikinita q para sa memorial. haha. exciting. after ng meeting, balik kmi main building. punta aq physics lab pra makinood ng ngmmovie marathon. pro umalis din agad aq. pglabas q ai agad qng hnnap si JO. at dun nagganap ang pagdiriwang ng araw ng dakilang kasalanan. hala!

sige na! aaminon q na! kasali ako sa nkiaram ning gmit ni alfred. hha. naabutan q kya sna jo, darren and taba na ngbbasa. di sympre nkisama na rin ako. sympre pakikisama dba! mahalaga yun. hehe. nbsa nmin yung mga votes na binigay ng kbatch nmin pra sa batch superlatives at ang tally ng votes. sympre, sinigurado nmin na hndi kmi mahuhuli. salamat sa aming watch dog na si jo! haha. thnk you. kaya alfred, kung mbsa mo ni, soree. haha.


----------araw ni etch.bee----------
papauwi na kmi ksma ang yearbook staff. at ang NCSHS CAT Corps Commander and Staff ang ngbaba ng bandila. sad to say, bka last na ninda tu. kung dae man bka sa last two days pa. pro its good seeing them again. such a nice view. hmm. sa oras na tu, nkrisa si alfred because sa discorz ni jo. haha. npansin q lang. hehe. after, ayun, pauwi na ako ng alukin aq nila na mgjoin sa pgkain nila ng cake ni etch.bee. aaminin q, at first hesitant aq na mgjoin. shy lang aq. pro sympre human nature, join man nanggad aq! haha. ayun enjoy.

pro ang pnka-enjoy bukod sa pgkkan ning cake is the icing war. sbi ngni ni von, ice wednesday daa pro monday ngunyan eh. haha. pngdidiskitahan q at first si taba. haha. pro dae q tinuloy mksupog man mg-inot kya sya ang ng-inot. hhe. hmm. aq kuta ang mpasimuno pro maray na tu. haha. muntik na aqng maexempt sa pgkkaroon ng latest whitetining cream (tama?) pro sad to say hndi rin yun nngyari. ayun nsamplelan din aq. haha. enjoy ang araw ni etch! suppppeeerrr! para kming mga dalagat at binata na bumalik sa aming pgkabata. takbo dito. takbo doon. ahh sya nga pala sina etchbee, alfred, mae-ann, reva, von, darren, alex, taba trixia and aila ang aking mga kalaro.


----------araw ni pol---------
kilala mo si pol? haha. si pol ay ang season na sikat at nagaganap pgkatapos ng summer at bgu mgwinter. haha. bkit araw ni pol? gnito yun, on our way home, we passed by a tree na usual na nming nadadaanan for the last four years. but the unusual thng is that for the last for years, prang ngaun q lang nkitang ngsihulog ang mga kulay dilaw na flower petal (kung tama?) ng puno. another thng kung bkit mas ngng memorable ang araw ni etch.bee. pro ang mas mgandang rason pra maituring na memorable ang araw na ito ay dahil masaya na sa huling 18 days ning zephy as naguenians, nkkaiba mo pa sinda and naggbo mo ang mga bagay-bagay with your friends na aram mo dae ka lilingawan and dae ka papabayaan. truly, ito ang araw ng saya at ligaya! haay. happee last 18 days zephy.


hapee birthday ulit etch.bee.
gift q cmu. =]


GALLERY ng araw ni etch.

ang cake na pngsaluhan.


ang mga nagsalu-salo



eto. isa pa.


at isa pa.


ang aftermath ng icing war. hndi pnsin dba?


eto pa oh. tngnan mo si taba. ang panget. hha.



kita mo yng puno na yan? yan ang pnkamalaking TIRADOR sa naga.
pro sbi ni taba TINIDOR daw. hha.